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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
1:37 pm	ok today was fukken horendous got on the bus n made an attempt ta get her scared... it worked but she keeps fukken wit me i swear ima get her dead n lite her house on fire... web design nun great english ugh... terrible i guess never good global good got ta talkt o joanne about dumbo n sue was juss funny about her myspace pic lol lunch lmao was soooo funny in the library i feel like really close with amanda its kinda cool actually becuz she makes me laugh soo much like woaahhhhhh shit is crazy i really love that girl so we try n devise planz of things to do in math n today she was going in and going to be all depressed so shes like nicole hurry and please make me wanna cry n i was like i hate you fuck off n she was like thats not mean thats funny i was like wut hahahahahha n then in math she was soo negaitve i hate my life school sucks nothing is worth it lmaooooooooo n then she was supposed to cry n be like i got a paper cut lmaoooo n then she got hit in the head with her own calculator french ugh i hate safi threwjons textbooks on the floor outa anger bio madd cool finished all my shit so im good now wit everything after skool played volleyball came home in janeys car. were prolly hanging out tonite or tomorrow depends... (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
8:05 pm	why does he make her cry why does he deny her her life why does she let him do this to her why is it with him he sights a blurr why cant she come home form work at nite why does she feel compelled to cling to his ass tite why is she so dum to not see past his lies why cant she just love another guy she eats herself up inside from the differnce of the truth n lies the schemes he plots the alibies denied the actions and feelings hes willing to hide the deceit the jealously selfishness and pride the cost of the loved one who was supposed to be your BRIDE (Comment on this)
Monday, October 17th, 2005
6:37 pm	arite school was madd gay well juss french he yells at me only me ta stop complaining wtf i dint know wut ta do n i asked him for help its like a whole knobby senario but its worse i swear tomorrow ima walk out if he gets me pissed n i get yelled atfor stupid joanne n sue n everyone else thats talking wut the fuck jesus christ i hate the elf man!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n e ways web design is gay cuz i get bad grades on my creativity but i get to leave liek haf the period to go find the computer lady so hats good english ugh dum shes gay n gives way to much work global soo happy joanne n sue r in my class n scott omg its soo great lunch uhm ian tells me his revenge plots its good stuff math omg thats like my fav class cuz i spend so much time getting made fun of its actually fun like amandeeeeeer and lance lmao its so funny n i got a rice krispy treat for saying factoring lol lol lol soo fun... french gay ass old man that cant dress bio omg im in a dum ass class mad gay (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 11th, 2005
10:36 am	JUSS MY WIERD LIFE arite well this was so wierd i havent talked to that kid ricardo fah like almost a month n lotsa shit went down wit me u all know n w ways sofriday nite i was tellin janey n joanne about wut happened n shit w.e w.e so i cum home from the movies wit janey go online n guess who ims  me is ricardos friend cj  i was like wtf  he was like is it true u got beef wit mah boy ricardo i was like nah chill he mad wit me fah nun i dint do  so CJ was like did u mess around on mah dude like dat i was like WTF NO I WASNT TOUCHIN NO ONE LIKE DAT I AINT DIRTY so he was like o do u still like him i was like well yea but if he dun trust me den deres nun ta like n he was like yea i get you  n den he sed dat ricardo still liked me im like yea w.e  i dint believe wut  he was sayn so i get on the computer wit ricardo n he like im sorry w.e w.e im like yea u shud be n ta stop tha fightin i juss accepted his appology  he was like im sorry fah spazzin on you  i was thinkin HELL YEAA U SHUD BE but i was like its ok then he goes i mite be gettin bak wit mah X NOW IM LIKE WUT THE FUCK IS HE DOIN cuz he tellin me he sorry n shit i think he wanna talk agen n  he gettin wit sum1 else  so im like its ya decision but if u gettin wit her i aint gonna talk to u hes like i got till tomorrow nite ta figure it out ( meaning saturday nite)  im like w.e i dun care but if u gettin wit her den dun say shit ta me dun call me dun talk to me nun cuz i dun wanna be in dat shit so i really duno wut the hell he gonna do i guess if he go wit her its good cuz they live close  but its still not rite wut he doin ta me like he playin da whole field n this shit is gettin annoyin  so im juss fallin bak n gonna watch the shit he gonna try n pull if he gettin wit her i aint talkin ta him tho  so its like a loose loose situation both ways i was so happy  fah a min wen we was talkin but now im like oo fuck it i dun wanna deal wit this shit iono wut ta say dats just like w.e was on my chest Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
5:47 pm	ok well last nite i got into a fite with the dude ricardo he was always sayin he loved me n crap n i found out he cheated cuz he thought i was cheatin on him cuz i was goin out with sum freinds dat was dudes so i was really upset today went down the bx fah mah cuzins b day ta visit his grave or w.e he wuda been 26 i was cryin n everything so i was soo upset cuz i really loved him and he cheated and its just like hitting me soo hard n i wanna know why and i wanna talk to him n let him know how im feelin bout dis but he aint pickin up his fone cuz he tooo gay n dun wanna face tha fact that i cant luv sum1 dat does shit like that well dats wut his friend sed so i feel bad about everything u know so im actually really excited to go bak to skool get mah head into things cuz lately i been drinkin n shit n been smokin sum weed wit mah cuzin n dats not good u know but it relaxes me but wen i go bak to skool ima stop cuz nun good is gonna cum outa it ima get in bad shit wit mah grades mah parents gonna find out n i dun wanna get kicked off of vball team cuz its wut i love to do n i cant play hockey this year cuz we dun got tha money fah new shit so ritenow im like depressed with the whole ricardo thing cuz i did love him ijust feel like its my fault n now he dun wanna talk to me nun im like wtf i just cant wait ta go bak to skool get stuck in da drama of other ppl cuz i had enuf of mah own Current Mood: depressed Current Music: i know ya dun love me tony yayo (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
5:41 pm	HELP NEEDED ok  i have this friend and she broke up wit her b.f and crap a while ago not like months but like in june so they broke up and now the b.f  wants to go with me to the movies now im feeling sorta wierd about this becuz i dunt wanna hurt my friend but i  like the guy too i duno wut to do cuz i dun wanna make enemies like this but the dude is really chill n  i like him n e one have n e advice i need the love doctor (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 5th, 2005
9:30 pm	so today was hawt!@@@ went to sarahs it was madd chill yo cool party sarah n rach becuz she was there while sarah was out gettin her b f wut was up with that???? thats a bad host sarah wutever ur middle name is casimir... so yea it was cool sute ppl there nice ppl there n alotaa talking great to catch up wit old friends (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
8:32 pm	ok lately havent been feeling mah self ive been gettin in alota arguments wit mah famz n shit n then last nite igot in a huge fukken fite wit one of mah best friends i hate  wen shit like this happens becuz its just like all buildup at once n shit n i really hate it i just wish i cud go bak in time n just stop the fight wit mah friend b4 it even started becuz it was stupid n not even worth it n now im like ughhhh n  a close friend to my family died  so thats like 2 deaths in mah life in the past like 4 months n thats kinda alot to handle about everyone i seem to come close with ends up dying or getting pushed away n i hate that becuz  im always there fur sum1 else n no ones there from me wen i need them to be well most of you are but its on a different level i fukken hate my life rite now i mean im not going to go around with a knife n start cutting myself but i just wish it would get better instead of progressivley worse... i feel like god hates me cuz he takes everyone thing n everyone that means so much to me away what is he going to take next ??? thats wut i fear...   Current Mood: hated Current Music: my own raps (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
4:27 pm	this is my entry for a week becuz im going to maine that shud be fun cus i wont have to see my dad for a long time ppl please call me if yah wana talk or n e things on ur mind im a good listener   914 774 8017 or my bleep 173*65*23634 THANKS GUYS LOVE YAH ALL MISS YAH ALL TOO NICOLE (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
9:39 pm	ok today was frikken awesome ok so today i woke up went to church ughh i snorted sooo loud n everyone was LAUGHING SOO HARD becuz my mom was like shut up already close your oral cavities n it was just so stupid so then i went home n went to bjs to get our shit for  tha bbq so we did that n my dad had like 120 dollars on him n the thing came out to like 124 .53 so i ran to the car and started counting quarters n crap to get the rite amount of money n ppl were like HURRY THE FUCK UP U ANAL BASTARD  to my dad n i just couldnt stop laughing so then i went home n saw mah dads friend JAY come over with his retarded kids like there really got problems jumping on my moms glass table n crap i was laughing becuz its always suttin i wanted to do but never could  then the little boy fell in the pool i had to go save him tho ok so then my uncle came over n we were just slapping eachother with rolls of pepperoni and cookie dough ....  hurt like a fukken MOTHER BASTARD!!!! so if u wana hurt  sum 1 hit them with cookie dough until ther black n blue yesss   so then i found out we have a frikken badminton net n rackets n birdie YESSSS HOLY FUKKEN  YESSS so it will be a complete duplicate of gym class n wen i have a party its going to be a tea n badminton party no swimming just extreme bad minton yessss soo  now i have a net n rackets n  birdie so im going to have like a private tournament  yess so i got so  much exercise today from running bak n forth for the birdie n then we played   XTREME VOLLEYBALL holy crap it was the most extreme game of my life we had grass flying everywhere n ppl spraining crap left n right but all in all it was  FUKKEN AWESOME DAY OF MY LIFE FOR SUMMER then after the festivites i plucked my cuzins eyebrows soooo fukken funny n he went home looking like satan becuz i gelled them so turn up  so now he is nicknamed DIRTY SANCHEZ N WHOREHEY( NOT SPELLED THAT WAY BUT O WELL ITS HOW ITS SOUNDED OUT) n i found out  learned most ppl say learnd but its really LEARN-ED WTF O WELL MAYBE CHURCH DOES TEACH U SUTTIN ONCE IN A WHILE BADMINTON IM GOING TO GO PLAY IN THE DARK !!! YESS bye Current Mood: hyper Current Music: badminton (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
2:16 pm	to amanda casale............ please read ok today was frikken awesome last nite i got the shit hit outa me by stupid frozen hail balls that my air conditioner spit out at me how retarded,,, to today went to go take global i thinki did sooo good then we went to the cafeteria and so much funny crap happened wiht the little ball we had to keep in the table and me with red knuckles and then i called joanne on her fone and she didnt know it was me totally aweosme i had 2 ice cream bars today becuz i was so starving to death that my stomach was eating up my insides to complete oblivionand it was just great then took my english fi9nal i did bad on the essay but i knew ever friggen vocab word there it was amazing like boom boomm booom.... then went to the cae for a while chilled makin fun of safie then went outside with JAY HOLLA.... aka jon harris and waited for our stupid retarded bus to come and it didnt i was so upset we were there til like 130 waiting me julio moo young ranly cha cha menzie and jon i coulda stayed for the stupid science thing but i didnt so i got on the bus and i went home and now julio knows where i live so thats cool i guess i saw amanda today it was very cool i miss her in my science class with sexzx and in bed omfg im gonna miss her soo much this summer love ya guys lots nicole (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
6:36 pm	IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY FINALLY......... 15 AND I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
6:18 pm	made fun of joanne in french she needs to get fat then work off the weight and then a bee landed on my desk so i screamed in the middle of class just fun fun stuff global ex nay on the globalayyee gym I GOT PEGGED IN THE ASS BY MR PERELLE I THINK IT WAS INTENTIONAL...\ science tides and SEXXXXX lunch yes just mad cool crap math ugh no comment english essay featuring ryan robinson band .. did uhm... band stuff got a ride home with sue and dissed knobby the whole way so stellular idk if thats a word i kinda made it up home then concert for alexis heard her sing then left without the family... went home and im sitting here now Current Mood: creative (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 29th, 2005
7:48 pm	NO EFFING EFFENCE TO N E ONE ok well my life we mite be moving... today i went to c my cuzin upstate and some fukken spics pulled out there bladezz on us and he held it up to my throat and he was like give us the atm card so he did to save my ass and the fukken spic was like wuts ur PIN NUMBER..... so fukken stupid were not going to give him the rite number so i was like 34976 and then he was like great dudes lets go and leave them fukken puszy ass bitches alone so i was like thanx and they ran after us becuz i called them fukken spics SO THEN WE CANCELLED THE CARD AND WE WENT TO WALMART AND BOUGHT A FUKKEN SHOT GUN FOR 300 DOLLARZ AND MY MOM TOOK IT AWAY so rite now i just had a very bad spic moment of life in which they tried to kill me and i have no shot gun for protection.... WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMMING TO WANA BE A MAN DROP THE BLADEZ AND PUT UP UR FUKKEN HANDZZZZZZ stupid bitches no effence to n e one if there spanish by the way Current Mood: crushed (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 28th, 2005
12:53 pm	ok well heres the deal   my mom called the realator and supposedly there coming over sunday were getting permits for the 2 rooms we have downstairs adn the shed we have and my mom wants to  put the house on the market asap... that means that were moving soon becuz  its not going to take that long to sell my house so my mom wants to move by august... ughh how horrible iwanna move i guess but not in august thats too soon maybe like next year that would be sooo much better....  I  found out the reason why were moving... as you all know my dad cheated on my mom for 8 and a haf years so the lady he was cheating with decided to move closer  she currently is living across from the beech shpiing center< A MILE AWAY FROM MY HOUSE  so she harasses my mom and dad and i dont care about my dad its more my mom i care about and she recently like yesterday was infront of my mother on lexington avenue  GOING TO WORK  ok so now my mom knows how close she is and  my moms in this motion to move away  so were going to move eventually.....   skoool uhm nothig really to say except i hope amandas in my science class next year becuz its going to be so stupid with out her today mr ortega goes im going to show you something amazing and amanda goes " IN BED" OMFG I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD SHES SOO FUNNY okthats all for now new updates to come my myspace:: SEARCH FOR ANGRYSHORTY67@AOL.COM AND THATS ME Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
2:13 pm	Your Penis Name is: Bavarian Beefstick Get your own Penis Name (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:35 pm	ok today well where do i begin ok on the bus harris and me were cutting up papers to make snow for marry my beautiful little friend...then first period i got to my desk and knobby was starting by not letting me change my seat it was annoying ... then i started with the snow on mary very cool then i went into partners with joanne and sue and we did our stupid conversation thing it was great then i put on a piece of paper YOUR MOM TAUGHT YOU HOW TO RAPE COWS and i threw it at mary and she jumped and i was laughing so hard omg my tummy hurt beyond belief..... ok then knobby gave me the most evil look and good thing jon being as wierd as he is goes 30 hours becuz then i had a eason to laugh lmao ok so then 2nd period not much david calls me kids clothes becuz i dont fit into womens clothes ok not funny then ryan and devin and luke make fun of me and call me a nazi im not tho 3rd never playing brandon and julio agen such cheaters.... 4th we talked about atoms of oxygen in the ozone and 3 girl atoms and lesbians and gays and in bed thanx to amanda casale so funny omg she is the smartest person i know lunch nothing special watched cheralyn and kim talk on the "phone" in spanish math ughh nothing at alll english devon rapping about tiara getting out of our class becuz it smells like ass she better get the hell out before he brings the gunz out lol??? ok band omg im gonna tell him one day how truely boring he is ok now im doing nothing yea nothing by the way a woman came by b4 and she was like im the realator and im going to see how much money u cud get for ur house and i was like uhm ok she said that we can get like 460,000 dollarz at the least which means we mite be MOVING.... i dont know when and if its for sure but if we do its out of ny and into texas o god...... i dont wanna leave my family and friends and skool but i need something new to do not just be stuck here all the time so i gotta make the time last so now im going to make plans like every week OMG I MITE BE MOVING...... Current Mood: distressed Current Music: ughhhhhh homies (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
4:36 pm	ok well today was good yesterday was good too i got my contacts and i feel  good about them i dont know how i look but ill leave that up to u guys to decide... n e ways today i wore my new sneakers they are so amazing... and then i  threw snow on mary during first period it was so funny and hilarious then she got me bak but ill get her bak soon dont worry then i got called a dying weed again and  now david decides to call me little girl becuz I DONT FIT INTO WOMENS CLOTHES wtf   ok well in science i was laughing uncontrolably becuz of amanda casale because she was making coments about something in bed and then ortega goes amanda ur getting kinda of wierd in class and then she goes  AHHH MY JOINTS HURT and i crack up so hard it was the funniest thing i heard all day long omg im going to remember that forever amanda your amazing u reached maximum bubble capacity today.... dont ask ok the rest was good but OMG MY JOINTS HURT SOOOOOO FUNNY nd happy to have joanne bak i missed u much 1 love .....))()(&^*&*(&(*%^%^silly goose&^*(*(*()(&_)**^#%^&^*((..... Current Mood: bubbly Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
6:02 pm	TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: nicole musco Birthday: june 7th 1990 Birthplace: queens ny so gangster Current Location: cortlandt manor Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5"1'.5 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: italian yes 100% The Shoes You Wore Today: new dunks Your Weakness: being somewhere i know no one Your Fears: being left alone Your Perfect Pizza: cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: uhm to get 25 pairs of sneakers by june Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lmao Thoughts First Waking Up: why the fuck am i still here Your Best Physical Feature: uhm i dont think i have one Your Bedtime: uhm 7 30... nah idont have one Your Most Missed Memory: living in the bronx Pepsi or Coke: pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: red rose Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: yea Do you Sing: in the shower i mostly rap Do you Shower Daily: hell yea Have you Been in Love: iono Do you want to go to College: yea Do you want to get Married: yea Do you belive in yourself: depends wut i need to believe in myself for Do you get Motion Sickness: nah Do you think you are Attractive: i dunno Are you a Health Freak: nope Do you get along with your Parents: hellz no Do you like Thunderstorms: yes Do you play an Instrument: yes In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: no In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea well just hung out In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yea In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: yea for some thing In the past month have you been Dumped: it was mutual thing In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes Ever been Drunk: yes Ever been called a Tease: yea Ever been Beaten up: no i beat up tha peeps Ever Shoplifted: yes How do you want to Die: quick and painless What do you want to be when you Grow Up: iduno What country would you most like to Visit: italy cant wait this summer maybe In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: green Favourite Hair Color: brown Short or Long Hair: medium Height: taller then me Weight: dont really care Best Clothing Style: uhm well not a geek Number of Drugs I have taken: no comment Number of CDs I own: uh ones not bootleg like 2 bootleg like 48397987429875487 Number of Piercings: 4 Number of Tattoos: none Number of things in my Past I Regret: none i live no regrets CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
4:13 pm	ok  kobby wasnt ther today is was so great we had the spanish sub that knows cuban link and i showed her my new kickz she thinks there hott.......p.s. they are.....   ok so then i presented my rap ta everone in the class and i was like shaking and everything i was really nervous and she thinks i should submitt my rymes to slam poetry and i could get a book published and everything but id rather be a rapper... but wutever i can do to get me known will be good for me... the rest of the day. no words except working out in the weight room was aweosme and volley balli rocked     I MITE BECOME KNOWN OMG THIS IS SO AWESOME.... Current Mood: chipper Current Music: YESSSSSSSSSSSSS (Comment on this)