IM sorry MOMA...

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-11-10T13:37:00

2005-11-10T21:55:26Z

ok today was fukken horendous
got on the bus n made an attempt ta get her scared... it worked but she keeps fukken wit me i swear ima get her dead n lite her house on fire...

web design nun great

english ugh... terrible i guess never good

global good got ta talkt o joanne about dumbo n sue was juss funny about her myspace pic lol

lunch lmao was soooo funny in the library
i feel like really close with amanda
its kinda cool actually becuz she makes me laugh soo much like woaahhhhhh shit is crazy i really love that girl so we try n devise planz of things to do in math n today she was going in and going to be all depressed so shes like nicole hurry and please make me wanna cry n i was like i hate you fuck off
n she was like thats not mean thats funny i was like wut hahahahahha
n then in math she was soo negaitve i hate my life school sucks nothing is worth it lmaooooooooo

n then she was supposed to cry n be like i got a paper cut lmaoooo
n then she got hit in the head with her own calculator

french ugh i hate safi threwjons textbooks on the floor outa anger

bio madd cool finished all my shit so im good now wit everything

after skool played volleyball came home in janeys car. were prolly hanging out tonite or tomorrow depends...

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-11-03T20:05:00

2005-11-04T04:15:55Z

why does he make her cry
why does he deny her her life
why does she let him do this to her
why is it with him he sights a blurr
why cant she come home form work at nite
why does she feel compelled to cling to his ass tite
why is she so dum to not see past his lies
why cant she just love another guy
she eats herself up inside
from the differnce of the truth n lies
the schemes he plots the alibies denied
the actions and feelings hes willing to hide
the deceit the jealously selfishness and pride
the cost of the loved one who was supposed to be your BRIDE

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-10-17T18:37:00

2005-10-18T01:48:09Z

arite school was madd gay well juss french
he yells at me
only me ta stop complaining wtf i dint know wut ta do n i asked him for help its like a whole knobby senario but its worse
i swear tomorrow ima walk out if he gets me pissed n i get yelled atfor stupid joanne n sue n everyone else thats talking wut the fuck jesus christ i hate the elf man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n e ways web design is gay cuz i get bad grades on my creativity but i get to leave liek haf the period to go find the computer lady
so hats good

english ugh dum shes gay n gives way to much work

global soo happy joanne n sue r in my class n scott omg its soo great

lunch uhm ian tells me his revenge plots its good stuff

math omg thats like my fav class cuz i spend so much time getting made fun of its actually fun like amandeeeeeer and lance lmao its so funny n i got a rice krispy treat for saying factoring lol lol lol soo fun...

french gay ass old man that cant dress

bio omg im in a dum ass class mad gay

JUSS MY WIERD LIFE

2005-09-11T17:44:37Z

arite well this was so wierd

i havent talked to that kid ricardo fah like almost a month n lotsa shit went down wit me u all know n w ways

sofriday nite i was tellin janey n joanne about wut happened n shit w.e w.e

so i cum home from the movies wit janey go online n guess who ims me is ricardos friend cj i was like wtf he was like is it true u got beef wit mah boy ricardo i was like nah chill he mad wit me fah nun i dint do so CJ was like did u mess around on mah dude like dat

i was like WTF NO I WASNT TOUCHIN NO ONE LIKE DAT I AINT DIRTY

so he was like o do u still like him i was like well yea but if he dun trust me den deres nun ta like n he was like yea i get you

n den he sed dat ricardo still liked me im like yea w.e i dint believe wut he was sayn

so i get on the computer wit ricardo n he like im sorry w.e w.e im like yea u shud be n ta stop tha fightin i juss accepted his appology he was like im sorry fah spazzin on you i was thinkin HELL YEAA U SHUD BE but i was like its ok

then he goes i mite be gettin bak wit mah X

NOW IM LIKE WUT THE FUCK IS HE DOIN

cuz he tellin me he sorry n shit i think he wanna talk agen n he gettin wit sum1 else so im like

its ya decision but if u gettin wit her i aint gonna talk to u

hes like i got till tomorrow nite ta figure it out ( meaning saturday nite)

im like w.e i dun care but if u gettin wit her den dun say shit ta me dun call me dun talk to me nun cuz i dun wanna be in dat shit

so i really duno wut the hell he gonna do i guess if he go wit her its good cuz they live close but its still not rite wut he doin ta me

like he playin da whole field n this shit is gettin annoyin

so im juss fallin bak n gonna watch the shit he gonna try n pull if he gettin wit her i aint talkin ta him tho so its like a loose loose situation both ways

i was so happy fah a min wen we was talkin but now im like oo fuck it i dun wanna deal wit this shit

iono wut ta say dats just like w.e was on my chest

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-09-03T17:47:00

2005-09-04T00:56:43Z

ok well last nite i got into a fite with the dude ricardo he was always sayin he loved me n crap n i found out he cheated cuz he thought i was cheatin on him cuz i was goin out with sum freinds dat was dudes

so i was really upset today went down the bx fah mah cuzins b day ta visit his grave or w.e he wuda been 26
i was cryin n everything so i was soo upset
cuz i really loved him and he cheated and its just like hitting me soo hard n i wanna know why and i wanna talk to him n let him know how im feelin bout dis but he aint pickin up his fone cuz he tooo gay n dun wanna face tha fact that i cant luv sum1 dat does shit like that well dats wut his friend sed

so i feel bad about everything u know so im actually really excited to go bak to skool get mah head into things cuz lately i been drinkin n shit n been smokin sum weed wit mah cuzin n dats not good u know but it relaxes me
but wen i go bak to skool ima stop cuz nun good is gonna cum outa it
ima get in bad shit wit mah grades
mah parents gonna find out
n i dun wanna get kicked off of vball team cuz its wut i love to do

n i cant play hockey this year cuz we dun got tha money fah new shit

so ritenow im like depressed with the whole ricardo thing cuz i did love him ijust feel like its my fault n now he dun wanna talk to me nun im like wtf

i just cant wait ta go bak to skool get stuck in da drama of other ppl cuz i had enuf of mah own

HELP NEEDED

2005-08-24T00:43:42Z

ok i have this friend and she broke up wit her b.f and crap a while ago not like months but like in june

so they broke up and now the b.f wants to go with me to the movies

now im feeling sorta wierd about this becuz i dunt wanna hurt my friend but i like the guy too

i duno wut to do cuz i dun wanna make enemies like this but the dude is really chill n i like him

n e one have n e advice i need the love doctor

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-08-05T21:30:00

2005-08-06T04:32:04Z

so today was hawt!@@@
went to sarahs it was madd chill yo
cool party sarah n rach becuz she was there while sarah was out gettin her b f wut was up with that????
thats a bad host sarah wutever ur middle name is casimir...
so yea it was cool sute ppl there nice ppl there n alotaa talking
great to catch up wit old friends

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-08-02T20:32:00

2005-08-03T03:37:21Z

ok lately havent been feeling mah self ive been gettin in alota arguments wit mah famz n shit n then last nite igot in a huge fukken fite wit one of mah best friends i hate wen shit like this happens becuz its just like all buildup at once n shit n i really hate it

i just wish i cud go bak in time n just stop the fight wit mah friend b4 it even started becuz it was stupid n not even worth it n now im like ughhhh

n a close friend to my family died so thats like 2 deaths in mah life in the past like 4 months n thats kinda alot to handle about everyone i seem to come close with ends up dying or getting pushed away n i hate that becuz im always there fur sum1 else n no ones there from me wen i need them to be well most of you are but its on a different level

i fukken hate my life rite now i mean im not going to go around with a knife n start cutting myself but i just wish it would get better instead of progressivley worse...

i feel like god hates me cuz he takes everyone thing n everyone that means so much to me away

what is he going to take next ???

thats wut i fear...

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-07-17T16:27:00

2005-07-17T23:28:12Z

this is my entry for a week becuz im going to maine that shud be fun cus i wont have to see my dad for a long time
ppl please call me if yah wana talk or n e things on ur mind im a good listener

914 774 8017

or my bleep

173*65*23634

THANKS GUYS LOVE YAH ALL MISS YAH ALL TOO

NICOLE

ok today was frikken awesome

2005-07-04T04:51:42Z

ok so today i woke up went to church ughh i snorted sooo loud n everyone was LAUGHING SOO HARD becuz my mom was like shut up already close your oral cavities n it was just so stupid

so then i went home n went to bjs to get our shit for tha bbq so we did that n my dad had like 120 dollars on him n the thing came out to like 124 .53 so i ran to the car and started counting quarters n crap to get the rite amount of money n ppl were like HURRY THE FUCK UP U ANAL BASTARD to my dad n i just couldnt stop laughing

so then i went home n saw mah dads friend JAY come over with his retarded kids like there really got problems jumping on my moms glass table n crap i was laughing becuz its always suttin i wanted to do but never could then the little boy fell in the pool

i had to go save him tho

ok so then my uncle came over n we were just slapping eachother with rolls of pepperoni and cookie dough ....

hurt like a fukken MOTHER BASTARD!!!!

so if u wana hurt sum 1 hit them with cookie dough until ther black n blue yesss

so then i found out we have a frikken badminton net n rackets n birdie YESSSS HOLY FUKKEN YESSS so it will be a complete duplicate of gym class n wen i have a party its going to be a tea n badminton party no swimming just extreme bad minton yessss

soo now i have a net n rackets n birdie so im going to have like a private tournament yess

so i got so much exercise today from running bak n forth for the birdie n then we played

XTREME VOLLEYBALL

holy crap it was the most extreme game of my life we had grass flying everywhere n ppl spraining crap left n right but all in all it was FUKKEN AWESOME DAY OF MY LIFE FOR SUMMER

then after the festivites i plucked my cuzins eyebrows soooo fukken funny n he went home looking like satan becuz i gelled them so turn up so now he is nicknamed DIRTY SANCHEZ N WHOREHEY( NOT SPELLED THAT WAY BUT O WELL ITS HOW ITS SOUNDED OUT)

n i found out learned most ppl say learnd but its really LEARN-ED WTF

O WELL MAYBE CHURCH DOES TEACH U SUTTIN ONCE IN A WHILE

BADMINTON IM GOING TO GO PLAY IN THE DARK !!! YESS

bye

to amanda casale............ please read

2005-06-14T21:22:39Z

ok today was frikken awesome last nite i got the shit hit outa me by stupid frozen hail balls that my air conditioner spit out at me how retarded,,, to today went to go take global i thinki did sooo good
then we went to the cafeteria and so much funny crap happened wiht the little ball we had to keep in the table and me with red knuckles and then i called joanne on her fone and she didnt know it was me totally aweosme i had 2 ice cream bars today becuz i was so starving to death that my stomach was eating up my insides to complete oblivionand it was just great then took my english fi9nal i did bad on the essay but i knew ever friggen vocab word there it was amazing like boom boomm booom....

then went to the cae for a while chilled makin fun of safie
then went outside with JAY HOLLA.... aka jon harris and waited for our stupid retarded bus to come and it didnt i was so upset we were there til like 130 waiting me julio moo young ranly cha cha menzie and jon i coulda stayed for the stupid science thing but i didnt

so i got on the bus and i went home and now julio knows where i live so thats cool i guess

i saw amanda today it was very cool
i miss her in my science class with sexzx and in bed omfg im gonna miss her soo much this summer
love ya guys lots
nicole

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-06-07T18:36:00

2005-06-08T01:36:36Z

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY FINALLY.........

15 AND I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-06-01T18:18:00

2005-06-02T01:23:43Z

made fun of joanne in french she needs to get fat then work off the weight and then a bee landed on my desk so i screamed in the middle of class just fun fun stuff
global ex nay on the globalayyee
gym I GOT PEGGED IN THE ASS BY MR PERELLE I THINK IT WAS INTENTIONAL...\
science tides and SEXXXXX
lunch yes just mad cool crap
math ugh no comment
english essay featuring ryan robinson
band .. did uhm... band stuff
got a ride home with sue and dissed knobby the whole way so stellular idk if thats a word i kinda made it up

home then concert for alexis heard her sing then left without the family... went home and im sitting here now

NO EFFING EFFENCE TO N E ONE

2005-05-30T02:56:37Z

ok well my life we mite be moving... today i went to c my cuzin upstate and some fukken spics pulled out there bladezz on us and he held it up to my throat and he was like give us the atm card so he did to save my ass and the fukken spic was like wuts ur PIN NUMBER..... so fukken stupid were not going to give him the rite number so i was like 34976 and then he was like great dudes lets go and leave them fukken puszy ass bitches alone so i was like thanx and they ran after us becuz i called them fukken spics

SO THEN WE CANCELLED THE CARD AND WE WENT TO WALMART AND BOUGHT A FUKKEN SHOT GUN FOR 300 DOLLARZ AND MY MOM TOOK IT AWAY

so rite now i just had a very bad spic moment of life in which they tried to kill me
and i have no shot gun for protection....

WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMMING TO
WANA BE A MAN DROP THE BLADEZ AND PUT UP UR FUKKEN HANDZZZZZZ

stupid bitches
no effence to n e one if there spanish by the way

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-04-28T12:53:00

2005-04-28T20:23:19Z

ok well heres the deal my mom called the realator and supposedly there coming over sunday were getting permits for the 2 rooms we have downstairs adn the shed we have and my mom wants to put the house on the market asap... that means that were moving soon becuz its not going to take that long to sell my house so my mom wants to move by august... ughh how horrible iwanna move i guess but not in august thats too soon maybe like next year that would be sooo much better....

I found out the reason why were moving... as you all know my dad cheated on my mom for 8 and a haf years so the lady he was cheating with decided to move closer she currently is living across from the beech shpiing center< A MILE AWAY FROM MY HOUSE so she harasses my mom and dad and i dont care about my dad its more my mom i care about and she recently like yesterday was infront of my mother on lexington avenue GOING TO WORK ok so now my mom knows how close she is and my moms in this motion to move away so were going to move eventually.....

skoool uhm nothig really to say except i hope amandas in my science class next year becuz its going to be so stupid with out her

today mr ortega goes im going to show you something amazing and amanda goes

" IN BED" OMFG I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD SHES SOO FUNNY

okthats all for now new updates to come

my myspace:: SEARCH FOR ANGRYSHORTY67@AOL.COM AND THATS ME

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-04-27T14:13:00

2005-04-27T21:13:46Z

Your Penis Name is: Bavarian Beefstick

Get your own Penis Name

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-04-27T13:35:00

2005-04-27T21:02:40Z

ok today well where do i begin ok on the bus harris and me were cutting up papers to make snow for marry my beautiful little friend...then first period i got to my desk and knobby was starting by not letting me change my seat it was annoying ... then i started with the snow on mary very cool then i went into partners with joanne and sue and we did our stupid conversation thing it was great then i put on a piece of paper YOUR MOM TAUGHT YOU HOW TO RAPE COWS and i threw it at mary and she jumped and i was laughing so hard omg my tummy hurt beyond belief.....
ok then knobby gave me the most evil look and good thing jon being as wierd as he is goes 30 hours becuz then i had a eason to laugh lmao

ok so then 2nd period not much david calls me kids clothes becuz i dont fit into womens clothes ok not funny then ryan and devin and luke make fun of me and call me a nazi im not tho

3rd never playing brandon and julio agen such cheaters....
4th we talked about atoms of oxygen in the ozone and 3 girl atoms and lesbians and gays and in bed thanx to amanda casale so funny omg she is the smartest person i know

lunch nothing special watched cheralyn and kim talk on the "phone" in spanish

math ughh nothing at alll

english devon rapping about tiara getting out of our class becuz it smells like ass she better get the hell out before he brings the gunz out lol???

ok band omg im gonna tell him one day how truely boring he is

ok now im doing nothing yea nothing
by the way a woman came by b4 and she was like im the realator and im going to see how much money u cud get for ur house and i was like uhm ok she said that we can get like 460,000 dollarz at the least which means we mite be MOVING.... i dont know when and if its for sure but if we do its out of ny and into texas o god...... i dont wanna leave my family and friends and skool but i need something new to do not just be stuck here all the time so i gotta make the time last so now im going to make plans like every week

OMG I MITE BE MOVING......

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-04-26T16:36:00

2005-04-26T23:40:03Z

ok well today was good yesterday was good too i got my contacts and i feel good about them i dont know how i look but ill leave that up to u guys to decide... n e ways today i wore my new sneakers they are so amazing... and then i threw snow on mary during first period it was so funny and hilarious then she got me bak but ill get her bak soon dont worry then i got called a dying weed again and now david decides to call me little girl becuz I DONT FIT INTO WOMENS CLOTHES wtf

ok well in science i was laughing uncontrolably becuz of amanda casale because she was making coments about something in bed and then ortega goes amanda ur getting kinda of wierd in class and then she goes AHHH MY JOINTS HURT and i crack up so hard it was the funniest thing i heard all day long omg im going to remember that forever amanda your amazing u reached maximum bubble capacity today.... dont ask

ok the rest was good but

OMG MY JOINTS HURT SOOOOOO FUNNY

nd happy to have joanne bak i missed u much

1 love

.....))()(&^*&*(&(*%^%^silly goose&^*(*(*()(&_)**^#%^&^*((.....

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-04-20T18:02:00

2005-04-21T01:02:27Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	nicole musco
Birthday:	june 7th 1990
Birthplace:	queens ny so gangster
Current Location:	cortlandt manor
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5"1'.5
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	italian yes 100%
The Shoes You Wore Today:	new dunks
Your Weakness:	being somewhere i know no one
Your Fears:	being left alone
Your Perfect Pizza:	cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	uhm to get 25 pairs of sneakers by june
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lmao
Thoughts First Waking Up:	why the fuck am i still here
Your Best Physical Feature:	uhm i dont think i have one
Your Bedtime:	uhm 7 30... nah idont have one
Your Most Missed Memory:	living in the bronx
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	burger king
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	red rose
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yea
Do you Sing:	in the shower i mostly rap
Do you Shower Daily:	hell yea
Have you Been in Love:	iono
Do you want to go to College:	yea
Do you want to get Married:	yea
Do you belive in yourself:	depends wut i need to believe in myself for
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nah
Do you think you are Attractive:	i dunno
Are you a Health Freak:	nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	hellz no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yea well just hung out
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	yea
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yea for some thing
In the past month have you been Dumped:	it was mutual thing
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yes
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yea
Ever been Beaten up:	no i beat up tha peeps
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	quick and painless
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	iduno
What country would you most like to Visit:	italy cant wait this summer maybe
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	medium
Height:	taller then me
Weight:	dont really care
Best Clothing Style:	uhm well not a geek
Number of Drugs I have taken:	no comment
Number of CDs I own:	uh ones not bootleg like 2 bootleg like 48397987429875487
Number of Piercings:	4
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	none i live no regrets
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-04-14T16:13:00

2005-04-14T23:19:12Z

ok kobby wasnt ther today is was so great we had the spanish sub that knows cuban link and i showed her my new kickz she thinks there hott.......p.s. they are.....

ok so then i presented my rap ta everone in the class and i was like shaking and everything i was really nervous and she thinks i should submitt my rymes to slam poetry and i could get a book published and everything but id rather be a rapper... but wutever i can do to get me known will be good for me...

the rest of the day.

no words except working out in the weight room was aweosme and volley balli rocked

I MITE BECOME KNOWN OMG THIS IS SO AWESOME....

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-04-13T16:49:00

2005-04-13T23:58:36Z

ok so today i was talking to my grama about knoblich and she was like theres 6 weeks left thats it just stick it out and she was like just picture her constipated on the toilet bowl or with a "shit ring" around her mouth....
uhm i think my grama is a distrubed woman to even think of knoblich like that................................

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-04-09T17:20:00

2005-04-10T00:31:24Z

ok welli cxant remember n e thing at this moment excpet gym class janey and i are getting so good at badmitten its great genial superbe ... we were GOD for a gym class on friday because i made joanne miss the birdie it was friggne awesome feeling...

friday nite went to the mall and saw beautyshop avec mon amie janey.... she meet my wackadoo famz it was so embarassing... ugh...

then we were freezing outside so we saw kendell and he was kinda in a good mood then he left and we froze some more...

then we got wendys and ate it in the car and then i dropped her home and went home

Saturday - ((as in today)) woke up this morning and i felt like running so my grama was like please help your febble old grandmother clean up the yard... i was like wtf ur not even 60 and ur not that feeble so n e ways i felt nice and helped her and she asked me to aerate the lawn so i put on theres huge cleats with like 12 inch long nails on the bottom of them and walked around the yard and ppl looked at me like i was fcukin retarded then my uncle came up and we were juss foolin around and it was oool he hasnt been up in a while and he makes me less serious and takes problems off my shoulders for a while so its good then we were just haging out and im supposed to be going to see his friends band play in mt vernon its called like NO KLUE the ppl are mad cool older middle age men but its still so cool

tomorrow i have no idea wut im doin i think im gonna go hang out in the bronx but iono

OMG MY CUZIN (EVEN THO WERE NOT RELATED) GOT HIT BY A CAR OMG AND HIS NAME IS LOUIS TOO SO I THINK GOD HAS SOMETHING AGAINST ME...

WTF IS GOING ON WITH PPL NAMED LOUIS THAT I KNOW

ok well on a lighter note... 20 days till CHILLER WOOT WOOT its going to be soo amazing becuz mii ppl are gonna be there and wow i just cant wait and that means im gonna see paul and dan and chris and its going to be so amazing and PUMA he mite go im sooo excited and hyper about it OMG I CANT WAIT

ok thats it for now

later all thanx for reading

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-03-31T14:22:00

2005-03-31T22:23:14Z

fukken soccer folded
im soo pissed....

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-03-29T19:22:00

2005-03-30T03:27:21Z

alrite so this weekend was mostly missing my cuzin louis
if u dont know louis decided to kill himself and he is now dead i miss him terribly and i will keep him in my heart for ever and always i just wish i could have saved him from taking his life like that...
went to the funeral... i was crying then whole time it was open casket and he had a hole in his head where he shot himself...
im still crying about it becuz i wish i could have atleast said goodbye i loved him so much...

my life is so messed up and fucked around
jesus i just wish it was all bak to normal like when tha whole famz was together in the bronx that was the good life no problems no cheating father no suicidal cuzins and best of all i had everyone i needed rite there with me...

i fukken hate the way life screws us all it fukken suckz

oxsarcasm101xo @ 2005-03-25T18:14:00

2005-03-26T02:16:22Z

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/sax0m0f0ne/1085071664_uizfermata.gif" border="0" alt="HASH i think thats really true i feel unloved alot